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The Reading List

Not the latest – the best, and it opens with the stories. Ten essays that earned their rating, balanced across the human and the technical: the leadership lesson that changed how I lead, the shape of the primes, Tokyo, the work behind payments and museums, and an honest look at where AI is going.

10 essays · led by lived stories, balanced with craft and AI

Ten to Start
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01
Leadership & Human Growth · Lead 7 min read
My Team Feared Me. Here Is What Changed.

Six months into my first Technical Lead role, my manager told me my team feared me. A brutally honest story about command-and-control, Dale Carnegie, and the long road to becoming a leader worth following.

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Architecture & Career · Excel 8 min read
The Day I Realised I Was Not Ready

My first architecture design was rejected in fifteen minutes. What my chief architect did next – and the five questions every engineer must answer before making the leap to architect.

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Mathematics & Wonder · Reflections 9 min read
The Shape of the Primes

Plot ten thousand whole numbers by one simple rule and the primes fall into spiral arms. An interactive reflection on order, the limits of prediction, a father’s hope, and the prime numbers quietly guarding the modern world.

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Museum Software · Excel 4 min read
The Oldest Things in the Database

Some of the objects in that database were thousands of years old; my code was months old. On building collections software for museums like the MET – and designing records meant to outlive the software that holds them.

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Search & AI · AI in Practice 7 min read
You Already Know AI – You Just Called It Search

Everything in modern AI traces back to the search engine you already know. Tokens, attention, vector retrieval, ranking – the vocabulary changed in 2017, the problems did not. A real search engine taken apart into the algorithms that became AI, each one playable inline.

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Japan · Life Abroad 10 min read
Tokyo: A Living Demonstration of Excellence

The most orderly city on earth throws itself into festivals all year. On Tokyo’s structure, its spotless streets, the matsuri that are its exhale, and seven Japanese words for living well.

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Payment Systems · Excel 4 min read
A Declined Card Is a Person

Seven years at i2c moving other people’s money: generating card numbers, guarding everything that made a cardholder a person (PIN, CVC, the data vault), and transfers students were counting on. A declined card is never just an error code.

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AI Forecasts · AI in Practice 9 min read
Where This Is Going: An Honest Look at AI Forecasts

What the most credible AI forecasting work – the AI Futures Project, the AI-2027 scenario, METR’s time-horizon data, and the labs’ own numbers – actually says about the next three years. No hype, no doom. Forecasts, error bars, and what to do about them.

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Resilience & Reliability · Excel 8 min read
Nobody Promised You 100% Uptime

“Once we move to the cloud, we will have one hundred percent uptime.” I have heard it in too many rooms. Availability is a chain from the ISP to your last deploy – the field lesson from an AZ failure, the math behind the nines, and designing for failure instead of chasing a number.

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Quiet Progress · Reflections 3 min read
The Architecture of Small Things

Nothing worth keeping was ever built by one decision. A bookish boy, eighteen years of ordinary Tuesdays, and the quiet mathematics of showing up again tomorrow.

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